Life~

Sy harap dia x akn baca..dan x pernah akn baca~

Maybe i should do something that can make me feel i hate you... After that.... Maybe...it can ... Hmmm...maybe... You can,find someone more better~more everything... You know..when i said,hopefully you meet someone else...actually,i afraid about that..

Slalu pretend mcm x rasa ape2..tpi dlm hatii~ no one know pun kn..srsly,i dont know..utk kali nii,hati ni lemah sgt~i dont know why...why i can fall with him~ ...............

Word Awkward tuu..buat hati sy fikir byk kali.. Enthh..tpii awkward~ Rasa mcm nk jauhkn diri.. Macm x nk jumpa dh.. Macm x nk ckp dhh.. Macm nk block contact.. Macm rasa..seakn x pernh jumpa or kenal.. But...i miss him~miss him badly~~

You know something..kdg2 sy x tahu laa~adakah dia terpaksa?if he dont have any feeling anymore..knape tak be honest je~  That why,takut sgt..takut bila awk betul2 open your heart utk terima seseorg..then~sgt sakit kn..tpii better bgithu awal2..atleast,awk thu..itu pun enough~ Tpi..bersyukur sbb allah still bagi sy utk kenal the real you're.. Maybe..it can stop here~~i dont know why,but i feel that..

hope sgt kalau awk dh berubah hati...awk bgithu,bukan stay silent je~ sbb sy x paksa awk utk stay dgn sy okey dear^ anyway thank you for everything....

Sedih... bila chat tu hilangggg..... menangis kut~hahaha lawak laaa...adududu~ 1 hari moody sbb salah sendiri jugak....padan mukaa :P Pastu kene brainwash dgn my classmate~tpiii...redha je laaa sebenarnya sedih sbb...byk sgt perkara funny kt situ~bila sy rasa sy miss skolh mesti sy baca balik chat tuu sbb..setiap apa yg jadi kt skolah ade kt situ~voice teacher pun ade dlm tu..that why~ tpi its okeyy..open new chapter~ Tpi sy thu,ia x akn sama~ If something will happen after this...i always be okay~ why?When he said maybe we will feel awkward when we meet... yeaahhh..100% utk kebarangkalian tentang itu sy sgt setuju~ You know what i'm thinking? bila rasa awkward sbb lama x jumpa..mesti feeling tu akn berubah~berubah dan maybe rasa mcm akn menjauh... honestly...i dont knoww~ but i'm afraid to think about it..^ tpii..if allah say no..it means no~ dia sebaik-baik perancang...~

Actually kn...seronok bila buat dia cemburu or sedih2 mcm tu...i dont know why,tpi sometime rasa cute... Then always nmpk sy yg kejam but kdg2 dia punya kejam x kira pulak?hmm..tpi org selalu ckp dia baik...ye laaaa dia je laa yg baikkk -_- tapi honestly dia baik...maybe kdg2 je jahat sikit... Sometime sy x thu mcm mne nk cool kn dia bila dia upset~ kalau dia down, hmmmm...first mesti pasal exam...slalunya laa~ Peliknya,bila dgn org lain easy je nk bgi motivate~bila with him?rasa berdebar bila nk bgi motivate~ Sy harap sgt yg dia boleh share his problem to me...hahaha,why care? Sy perasan bila dgn dia,automatic sy jadi pelik...dgn org lain lembut je,dgn dia ni kdg2 mcm nk gaduh je... Tpi...dia always sabar jeee....

Feeling? Every person has feeling right? Feeling word make me confuse for sometime^ Did I love him?or Did I hate him? I dont know...what i feel right now,but...sometime i will feel a little bit jealous to him... Why?? i need to feel jealous?when my heart said i dont love him...we're just friend~ Every second i always saying that we're just friend... Seriously...inside my heart sometimes i dont like when he act too close with other girl.... When with him,i feel happy because he always be patient and he never saying bad word to me...he always behave his character... Maybe before, he can said i love you but now? maybe it will changes slowly?because every people change... I dont know who will stay and who will go...