Life~

Maybe i should do something that can make me feel i hate you... After that.... Maybe...it can ... Hmmm...maybe... You can,find someone more better~more everything... You know..when i said,hopefully you meet someone else...actually,i afraid about that..

Slalu pretend mcm x rasa ape2..tpi dlm hatii~ no one know pun kn..srsly,i dont know..utk kali nii,hati ni lemah sgt~i dont know why...why i can fall with him~ ...............

Word Awkward tuu..buat hati sy fikir byk kali.. Enthh..tpii awkward~ Rasa mcm nk jauhkn diri.. Macm x nk jumpa dh.. Macm x nk ckp dhh.. Macm nk block contact.. Macm rasa..seakn x pernh jumpa or kenal.. But...i miss him~miss him badly~~

You know something..kdg2 sy x tahu laa~adakah dia terpaksa?if he dont have any feeling anymore..knape tak be honest je~  That why,takut sgt..takut bila awk betul2 open your heart utk terima seseorg..then~sgt sakit kn..tpii better bgithu awal2..atleast,awk thu..itu pun enough~ Tpi..bersyukur sbb allah still bagi sy utk kenal the real you're.. Maybe..it can stop here~~i dont know why,but i feel that..

hope sgt kalau awk dh berubah hati...awk bgithu,bukan stay silent je~ sbb sy x paksa awk utk stay dgn sy okey dear^ anyway thank you for everything....

Sedih... bila chat tu hilangggg..... menangis kut~hahaha lawak laaa...adududu~ 1 hari moody sbb salah sendiri jugak....padan mukaa :P Pastu kene brainwash dgn my classmate~tpiii...redha je laaa sebenarnya sedih sbb...byk sgt perkara funny kt situ~bila sy rasa sy miss skolh mesti sy baca balik chat tuu sbb..setiap apa yg jadi kt skolah ade kt situ~voice teacher pun ade dlm tu..that why~ tpi its okeyy..open new chapter~ Tpi sy thu,ia x akn sama~ If something will happen after this...i always be okay~ why?When he said maybe we will feel awkward when we meet... yeaahhh..100% utk kebarangkalian tentang itu sy sgt setuju~ You know what i'm thinking? bila rasa awkward sbb lama x jumpa..mesti feeling tu akn berubah~berubah dan maybe rasa mcm akn menjauh... honestly...i dont knoww~ but i'm afraid to think about it..^ tpii..if allah say no..it means no~ dia sebaik-baik perancang...~